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[01 Apr 2005|12:22pm]
[ mood | amused ]

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!! omgosh i havent written in this thing in forever. its kinda hard to remember that i have this thing. oh well. i gotta go..class starts in like 5 minutes. love ya! peace out!











steph I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!





amb...I LOVE YOU TOO!!!

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[17 Mar 2005|11:43am]
BASS PLAYERS DO IT DEEPER
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just bounce... [17 Mar 2005|10:39am]
[ mood | okay ]

happy st. patricks day!!! omgosh...what is my problem lol. i seriously keep forgetting to update this thing. the funny thing is that i actually have alot to say. I GET MY BRACES OFF IN SIX DAYS, BITCHES!!! lol sorry...im excited about that lol. My stepdad comes down here on saturday. that should be cool so maybe me and my mom can do some stuff...go shopping or something. and then on wednesday (the same day i get my braces off) Ms. Pam and adam and amanda come down!! thats exciting too. and then...theres only eight more weeks of school left, and that is bangin lol. im really hungry. dammmmnnn. anyway, so im sitting here in school. its raining so hard. and...thats about it lol. i miss my stephy poo and amber. i havent talked to amber that much since she got her new job. and i dont get online enough as it is lol because my mom is a WHORE. shes so annoying. anywho, thats a totally different story. i gotta go...please...someone REMIND ME to write in this thing, and i promise i will.



*hey Kaddy...lol i see you sitting right next to me...

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what is up? [09 Mar 2005|12:30pm]
i dont update this thing too often lol.

'nuff said. ill write when i can.

which will be when my mom stops being a bitch.

which will be never.
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holler! [02 Mar 2005|11:08am]
[ mood | silly ]

wow...most definitely havent updated this thing in a really really long time. sorry chicas!! anywho...all you bitches up north have school off...thats bull crap lol. ahhhhhhhh. i have alot to say, but i really have like a memory block or something...because i cant remember everything that i wanted to talk about. i miss my girlsssssssss :( stephie and amberrrrrrr. stephie got her permit and amb got a job at cactus willies lol thats freaken awesome!! heather is sitting here and like poking my ears with a pen and its giving me chills. lol. i gotta go now cuz i gotta look up some stuff for history. ill update at home next time im online...but someone remind me because i forget!!!!!!!!

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[16 Feb 2005|08:04am]
steph told me yesterday that i never update this thing. so, im doing it now. nothing new has been going on lately...just school, that kind of stuff. although i do have to say i LOVE my friends. all of them. they are the best!! i got my new car, so thats pretty awesome. hmmmmm. i really cant think of anything else. to be honest, im kind of tired right now cuz i just woke up...maybe when im more awake ill be able to say more lol. im goin back to bed. later!!
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what the... [31 Jan 2005|11:14am]
so everyone knows about the whole house thing...i dont know where we are going to go yet. my mom has been looking for houses since they told us. i mean, we have a long time, til august, but still. im not sad, it just pisses me off. my moms aunt and uncle would rather sell their 1.5 million dollar house and move into our house. i mean, they bought the house i know...but still. they never even told us we'd only be living there for a specified amount of time. i mean, my mom pays them, but what the heck. i have to go now...im going to the vending machines with stef to get chips. love ya!
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AHHHHHHH! [28 Jan 2005|11:40am]
today is gay. we have a pep rally. me and steph were going to leave early, but nooooooooo i HAVE to be there because of gay ass band. whatever. i have nothing else to say except that my moms aunt and uncle are gay because they called us last night and told us we have to move out by august, because THEY want to move in there. what the hell? they have SOOOOOOOo much money its rediculous. they could live ANYWHERE they wanted to, but they decide to basically kick us out of our home. what the hell. whatever. GAY!!! lol im out.
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boring... [27 Jan 2005|10:52am]
in school. school=gay. what more can i say? hope all of you are ENJOYING your day off...bitches. lol just kidding. Jorge lol - pronounced whore-hey. good times. im out.
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I still keep waiting... [21 Jan 2005|10:37am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

sitting here watching a gay ass movie...we arent allowed to watch rated R movies in this class anymore because someone told their parents, and their parents sent the teacher an email like yelling at her. thats gay. people are stupid. i have the worst headache. i think my ponytail is too tight. i had it looser, but stefanie was playing with my hair and tied it really really tight lol. we are watching the dead poets society which is awesome. today is ok so far. im glad that today is friday though. so hopefully this weekend will be fun and my mom will go away for a long time lol. maybe tonight she can take brett and alyssa to the movies and tomorrow is alyssas party so ill probably have to go to that...ick. then theres gonna be like 5 annoying little girls spending the night which is gay. not cool. i get my new car this weekend!!! or so my mom says, we'll see if that holds true. i hope so! anyways..ive got nothing else to write about really, so i think im gonna go sit with stef and watch this movie. ill write soon!!!!!

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My shadows the only one that walks beside me.... [20 Jan 2005|12:27pm]
[ mood | with the drummers... ]

what the frick...i just typed out a whole entry and it magically disappeared. anyway, to sum it up...today has been bangin so far. and...thats about all i have to say lol because i dont feel like typing this all over again. OMG adam and derek are in here right now drumming and it is so frickin loud. anywho, i have to get ready to go now cuz the bell is getting ready to ring to go to fourth block. so, ill write next time...bye guys!

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And its all the same... [18 Jan 2005|12:12pm]
[ mood | cold ]

today is going good so far. im glad we didnt have school yesterday. anywho, right now im sitting the band room with alyson, shauna, and heather. funny funny kids. i was supposed to go to lunch and meet jennifer and emily so they could tell me why the jessicas werent talking. apparently the nice jess is dating ricardo, the same one that the mean jessica likes. whatever. i really could care less for all the drama. so, not much going on today except im cold. nothing to look forward too for this week either. whatever. hapy tuesday everyone lol. peace out bitches

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867-5309... [14 Jan 2005|12:25pm]
[ mood | amused ]

today sucks!!! its raining...wtfrick... i cant WAIT until this weekend though. me and my mom are both getting new cars!! woot woot!! thats frickin awesome. so, ok. on wednesday night, i saw a number on my cell phone who tried to call...it was AmB!!! i was so excited!! lol anywho...so i called her back last night and didnt get through, but i listened to her voicemail thinger which was awesome lol. and then she called me back at like 9 and we talked for an hour...we talked about everything. it felt sooooooo good to talk to her. ive been feeling really bad about the way that i like went off for no reason...OMG she seriously made me feel soooo much better. ive had the worst week. we made up some new words lol. vegan LOL....vegatarian...only amb knows the way we pronunciate them lol. shes superduper cool. i love my friends!!! lol i honestly do. omgoshness i cant WAIT until tomorrow....i think i already said that but im seriously so flippin excited. lol napoleon dynamite rocks my socks!! lol you guys wont believe what a loser i am. i really needed to use a computer...so guess where i am? the library lol. only losers go to the library during lunch lol. oh well...i dont eat anyway and i dont have a computer at home so i put 2 and 2 together and ....got 4. lol just kidding. i decided to come here so i could write in this majigger. i cant write long though because the bell is getting ready to ring to go to last block. history. ive missed two classes of history this week because of stupid orthodontist appointments. guess what?!?!?! braces off in one month!! HELL YEA!! im sooooooo excited. im just gonna stay here until the bell rings because i dont feel like walking out in the rain to find my friends. its raining (LOL ive said that like 35435453 times ) but that means that everyone who normally eats out in the courtyard will be under the overhang. omg theres this really funny girl named jen that i aide with second block...today she was telling me how she was putting her bird back in its cage and it bit her, so she spanked it. LOL omg i almost peed my pants. i love second block. all we do is sit there and color. alright, well i gotta go get ready to leave. peace out bitches!! merry weekend!! LOL amb...MERRY BIRTHDAY..ill be sure to tell my sister...

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Don't give the secret... [12 Jan 2005|10:48am]
[ mood | dorky ]

this past week has been kind of cool, kind of gay. ive been having alot of car troubles lately, and we still have to wait like 2 weeks until tax refunds come. so im just waiting for then, and hopefully things will get better. but the cool thing is school has been easy as pie. i hardly have any work, and i love second block because we just get to walk around the school all period. and run passes to people, and i get to see all my friends. anyway, i gotta go do this project...it wont take me long hopefully...and amb...if you're reading this..i got your post. thanks. you really did make me feel a whole lot better. and im sorry i went off like that. ok, peace out bitchesssss.

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And today is a new day... [10 Jan 2005|10:50am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Not having a computer at home really sucks. The only place I can do anything anymore is at school, and thats gay. I feel really bad now. The last time I wrote in this thing, I was really pissed, and I shouldnt have taken out my anger on people who didnt deserve it. You guys know who you are, and Im sorry. I just hope that you can see where I'm coming from, because I definitely dont want anything like this to ruin our friendship that we've had for so many years. So I hope you guys can forgive me. I love ya. Alright, I gotta go do something right now. So, I dont know when the next time I'll be able to write is, but I will do it as soon as I get the chance. OMG i have to write this first. The other day, the guy who my mom is going out with called, and said "so, is this the daughter thats getting the new mustang?" i was like ummmmmmmmm...what? and he was like "your mom was talking about getting a new mustang for one of her daughters...and asked for some pamphlets." i was like..."OMG!!!" so I talked to my mom about it...and once she gets her tax refunds, shes buying my an eclipse that she saw for sale at this car dealer...she already talked to him about it. and then for my graduation present, hopefully im getting the mustang. she called my dad and my stepdad about it and they said they'd pitch in for it too. omg...im so excited. alright, im gonna go now. peace!! i love yas!

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this is your life... [06 Jan 2005|11:43am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

thats damn right. it is my life. omg i cant even begin to describe just how disappointed i am right now. maybe i have more to my life than just guys, but i dont know. im beginning to think thats the only thing im good for...is giving people advice on their guy problems...thanks guys!

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life's a bitch...then you die [01 Jan 2005|11:43pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

all finished packing my things! the only thing i really cant seem to fit anywhere is my big winter coat, but my pop told me i should just wear it. so i probably will. brianna is reading my live journal right now lol. i told her that i wrote about her in one of them. god shes so stupid lol. i keep telling her to go to one place to read it, and the next thing i know shes like, "whipped cream?"..what a spaz. my mom was telling me about her new years celebration lol. she went to a block party where my great aunt and uncle live, where all the old people dwell. apparently, my great uncle got sooooooo shitfaced and was like staggering all over the street lol. in order for this to be funny, you have to know uncle ben. he's this seventy year old tall skinny white man with white hair and a white beard...and hes soooooo funny. i love him lol. and then this weekend ill have the whole house to myself again because i think my moms going out on a date with the only hispanic guy shes met thats taller than her lol. thats funny. better than the guy with the lazy eye lol. i could never tell if he was looking at me or something else. he should get an eyepatch like that one substitute teacher we had in childcare. right bri? lol and my sisters teacher has a hook. if you combined those to, we'd have a full on pirate here lol. at this moment in time, i guess im at peace with myself. for the past few hours, ive been feeling pretty shitty...but ive finally came to a few realizations and talked to a few people that have helped me feel so much better. i really do have great friends, and you never really realize how good they are until you think about how much they are there for you. to all my friends...<3...i love you. you truly do make a world of difference in my life. im gettin all mushy lol. ive got that warm fuzzy feeling inside. i havent felt that in a while. i need to get home and tend to my kumquat tree lol. what the heck is a kumquat anyway? can you eat it? i cut one open once and it kinda smelled like an orange, but i couldnt tell if it was edible or not. i have to wake up at like five in the morning tomorrow so my dad can take me to my stepdads on his way to work. then we gotta be at the airport by eight to get through security and all...and then our flight i believe leaves somewhere around 10:50. so ill be home around one or so. yay! i never thought id say this, but i kind of miss my mom. i guess when you're away from someone for a long time you kinda start to miss them. im excited!! i know one of the presents i got already. i think one is napoleon dynamite. i heard it was really funny, and i cant wait to watch it! alright, well im gonna go so i can get some sleep before my early morning!! ill write as soon as i can!

this is my formal goodbye....

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no one understands... [01 Jan 2005|06:53pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

seriously...what the heck. i am just so amazed right now, its unfrickinbelievable. who would've thought. oh well, i guess thats typical and i should just get used to it. these past two weeks have been so much fun in most aspects. last night was awesome, even though i made a total ass of myself. i needed it though...i dont get out much anymore, so i hope everyone understands that i didnt do it because im uncontrollable or anything. i just want to be straight up honest right now, but i dont think i have the guts to. i dont really feel to well right now, either. my stomach is kind of uneasy. i still have alot of packing to do, too. maybe ill go now and get some of that done. my dad is dropping me off at my stepdads early in the morning so we can head over to the airport. our flight leaves at ten something in the morning. im talking to aaron right now. i wish i wouldve had more time to hang out with him. and i cant wait to go back to school. we get all new classes... i talked to brianna today and omg shes so funny. we were reminiscing about why our childcare teacher hated us so much, and we concluded it was because our table had fun lol. wow. what a stretch. alright, im gonna go get a jumpstart on packing my things...next time i write, ill most likely be back home :)

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and then there was one... [01 Jan 2005|02:28pm]
[ mood | sick ]

back at my dads. wow. new years was frickin awesome. ill write about it later cuz i dont feel to well right now. just wanted to give everyone a heads up. im leaving tomorrow which sucks, but i miss my mom. lol i sound like a two year old. alright, peace.

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and tonight we're gonna party like its 1999... [31 Dec 2004|05:27pm]
[ mood | excited ]

hold up...it is! amb is once again doing my hair. i told her that one of these days id be able to pay her for it lol. like, when she gets her cosmetology license. we went to the mall today, and wow. i went to jc pennys and bought a bra and sweatpants, and the stupid bitch charged me 40 bucks for the sweatpants that were on sale for 12 dollars. thats crap. so i got that fixed. then we went to american eagle and i got a new shirt, and i got a new purse from pac sun, and i really really like it. tonight is new years!!! happy new year everyone!! the only thing im not looking forward to is leaving. i have to leave on sunday, meaning ill either have to go to my stepdads house tomorrow and spend the night or he'll have to pick me up sunday morning on the way to the airport. cuz my dads working that day, so he wont be much help. not that he is anyway, which is crap. lol ambers crackin me up...she keeps messing up on blowdrying my hair but thats ok. and im eating mud. its this stuff that ambs mom made, its made with chocolate pudding, whipped cream, and oreos. yum. im not eating anymore though. thats it for me. i love my hair. amber dyed it for me, and she missed a few unnoticeable spots, but i really really like this color. i hope it doesnt fade cuz i really like it. you know what pisses me off?? i spent a month growing my nails out, and bit them all of the other day. how not cool. but no more. im gonna work real hard to not bite them again. i hope my mom doesnt call tonight lol. hopefully she'll be out somewhere...with a life of her own. i know thats a stretch, but we can only hope for the best. and i have this thing on my ear that hurts really really bad.it'll probably go away soon though. hahahahahaha when ambers cat meows, it seriously sounds like a duck. quack. i love my hair. i love stephs hair. i love ambs hair. i hate the smell of cat food. i write about the most random things, but if it amuses me it will more than likely amuse you suckas as well. alright, well im gonna bounce up out this bitch. peaceeeeeeeeee

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